beggning of it all

my life as all of you know it is different...as each and every one of you see me.you wpuld most likely see a man that is happy and enjoying life but none will ever know my true life. or well they woupdnt have until now.. in some way i can only hope this will help someone in this world going through the same thing as me some will laugh some will cry..some will think and some will understand.....this is my story this is my life.....